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some more info about me you should know im a nonhuman alter in a system. i do not condone "my source". if you dont know what it is, then don't worry about it! im a mix between a fennec fox and red fox, but i tend to be more of a fennec fox. im uncomfortable with being called human, as i dont feel any connection to humanity anymore due to my trauma. i don't care what u think abt that. i also tend to believe i am an angel, also caused by trauma.
dont follow if you think i owe you anything, you're a teenager or younger (yes, even if youre 19), ableist, endo "system", compare systems to kinning, "fictive heavy system", pedo or apologist, lgbtphobic (yes, even if youre against mogai), disrespect triggers, etc

i do not owe you my time, energy, or emotions. it is fucked up i have to put this in writing, but i am sick of people walking all over me. do not randomly vent at me, or demand my time, or anything of that sort. i am super busy, i work 5 days a week, and i only have the emotional capacity for myself, my boyfriend, and my immediate close family and a few super close friends (and even then, i can't always give them everything). i am mentally ill and already using all my energy to just function everyday. i do not owe you anything. do not use me as a free therapist. and yknow what, dont expect me to front everyday too. there are literally other freaks in here and they shouldn't be expected to just stop fronting so that i can talk to you (which, btw, we can't just "front at will").